January 2012
3 posts
“I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget...”
– Maya Angelou
Did the World End in 2012?
The answer to that question is NO!
What happened wasn’t necessarily explained in my world…in my mind. It was acceptance.
To accept what was or what wasn’t.
To accept the unknown for the known.
To accept the why and the why nots.
The tears no longer flow for the matter that was. They flow for the matter of what I have done to myself for so long. They flow for the trust I...
December 2011
6 posts
“Motivation is what gets you started. Habit is what keeps you going.”
– Jim Rohn
3 tags
Make Me New!!!
So the New Year is coming and I can’t wait! I’m so ready to jump off the cliff that has been this year and dive into the beginning of the wide open possibility of 2012.
I have all the ideas and plans that will work for me…me…me. I’m usually not very selfish, but look out world that selfish workaholic is coming back with vengeance. She’s thirsty for blood and...
“You don’t get to choose, you just fall.”
- Unknown”
3 tags
Coming into the REAL
Sometimes you try to convince yourself that the best is yet to come…that this couldn’t possibly last forever. Then the gray shows up…and you feel like the only thing holding you back is YOU. What’s the difference? What’s the point? When you really want something…its just that, You really Want it! Life isn’t always fair though. Sometimes you put so much...
November 2011
4 posts
2 tags
“Courage is not the lack of fear but the ability to face it.”
– Lt. John B. Putnam Jr.
4 tags
What's it like?
What does it mean to burn alive?
What does it mean to freeze to death? ; to drown; to fall from 60 stories above; to get hit by a car…
What does it mean to love?
What does it mean to hate? ; to empathize; to degrade; to appreciate…
FEAR
Fear runs in both directions maybe not in your minds eye, but could it quite possibly run someone else? Why do we fear things in life?...
October 2011
10 posts
2 tags
“Always desire to learn something useful”
– Sophocles
1 tag
Desire...
I love the days of heart wrenching greatness!!!
I can’t wait for the days where I feel this way everyday! Accomplishing everything I want to accomplish. Making it all happen! I’m glad to be here, know where I’m going, and knowing where I’ve come from.
I’m no longer in transition. I spent a year pining over what was to come, I spent a year dependent upon my ludicrous...
1 tag
What's the Point?
Paint me a picture…
Whose face do you see in the end of all this? There are things going on that are deep seated and etching there way into your life. Things that I have no knowledge of. Our eyes don’t meet anymore. I’m avoiding yours because when I ask questions I feel degraded for not honoring privacy that appears when the moon shows his face. You’re not looking for mine...
“Those who have compared our life to a dream were right… we were sleeping...”
– Michel de Montaigne
Sleep that NEVER comes...
What can you do besides lay around and slip blissfully in and out of consciousness. As wonderful as that sounds to me…Good sleep can be hard to come by. I love it when its long and restful, but sometimes the dreams take over.
When that happens taming the beast of body aches, moody thoughts, and succumbing to the drunkenness that is sleep becomes unbearable. In some ways I love being so...
“The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected.”
– ~Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook
2 tags
Are you OK?
I will never be “OK” again…
When the scream of your favorite aunt tells you that your first love is never going to be there ever again…”Are you OK?” is by far the worst question you”ll hear on a daily basis. Its like I discovered how much I hate that question when I tried to call my mom’s cell phone for months on end…knowing that I had...
July 2009
3 posts
“I may not be there yet, but I’m closer than I was yesterday.”
– ~Unknown~
http://www.quotegarden.com/perseverance.html
Time Flies!!!
So I planned on writing yesterday, but things have no choice but to occupy my mind to find other things for me to be doing. Anyways…it’s been a year plus one day since we began our lovely journey. So much has happened these past few months.
I am a college undergraduate and current graduate student working towards my masters degree in kinesiology. My and my H.C. are still loving each...
May 2009
1 post
5 Days!!!
What do exclaimation marks mean…excitement, suspense, edgyness, somthing of that nature. I personally have never felt an exclaimation mark hurt some much…until now. I really feel out of my element here…Graduation is so close and my heart just feels overweight.
April 2009
12 posts
“You see things; and you say, ‘Why?’ But I dream things that never...”
– George Bernard Shaw
Can you see???
What is it that you hear through my eyes? I’m telling you everytime I stare at you. It just takes forever for me to turn them off, because every second the show changes…it weakens me like my favorite show on TV. It bribes me to watch…to hear the different shades of sound coming in to my retinas (or what’s left of them).
If there were a choice to be made, what would you do?...
“Don’t be pushed by your problems. Be led by your dreams.”
– Anonymous
"TF"
One day I’m going to sit down and watch TV. I’m just going to watch whatever I want to watch “.” (period). With no interruptions and no random calls telling me that my car has been hit by a completely sober male who was speeding in the parking lot going 45 miles an hour. I mean its kind of hard to understand why you would need to go that fast when you could hit a person...
“Thinking will not overcome fear, but action will.”
– ~ W. Clement Stone
All Straightened out...
Get out of the confusion of the world. Get into the presentless past. Look through the denseless stars and let its aura penetrate after the blast.
Just a mental escape exercise that I had to share…maybe I just did it for myself though, to take a deep breath and *Sigh*. Today is the Final Four NCAA Tournament where I personally have not been able to watch any of the games, but I have been...
“we can understand almost anything, but we can’t understand how we...”
– Albert Einstein
How much is there to understand???
I thought about this tomorrow…go to work have a long day, but not necessarily a bad one. Come home kiss my boo, have hot wings with mozzarella sticks (that I have kind of been craving all week), and maybe watch the new fast and the furious movie.
Tomorrow seems kind of ambitious, but gosh it also seems so simplistic. On the other finger, I thought about this on the 32nd (or...
March 2009
6 posts
“For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips...”
– Judy Garland
Heartsick...
So I think my heart is sick. I recently have been trying to get all this graduation stuff together and finding a job that will actally respond. Geez its been kind of hectic on my heart. On the other hand, my internship has been really moving me in the right direction because I love everybody and everything about it.
I still seem to feel like my heart is sick though. I’m nervous, I’m...
“I am convinced that He (God) does not play dice.”
– Albert Einstein
My GOD
He’s got me in my soul. He’s known me from the time we met, before time. He’s up, above, and higher than thought, so of course he knows all that he’s got.
He’s got me, in my soul. Have you ever felt things going around you and up through you? Have you noticed that you and the world keep going even if you plead for everything to be paused just for a sec?
Wow good and...
February 2009
6 posts
“Life’s greatest happiness is to be convinced we are loved.”
– Victor Hugo
What a Valentine...
So it’s that day that most people hate, some people love, and other’s just continue to get through every year. Most years I have a good time weather I have one or not because I feel you need to just love the day and everything in it. (good or bad)
This year I have a very special valentine and I am excited, as I sit here at work, to find out what will happen in the later hours of...
“You won’t realize the distance you’ve walked until you take a look...”
– Thinkexist.com
