January 2012
3 posts
“I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget...”
– Maya Angelou
Jan 23rd
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Jan 23rd
Did the World End in 2012?
The answer to that question is NO! What happened wasn’t necessarily explained in my world…in my mind. It was acceptance. To accept what was or what wasn’t. To accept the unknown for the known. To accept the why and the why nots. The tears no longer flow for the matter that was. They flow for the matter of what I have done to myself for so long. They flow for the trust I...
Jan 23rd
December 2011
6 posts
“Motivation is what gets you started. Habit is what keeps you going.”
– Jim Rohn
Dec 26th
Dec 26th
3 tags
Make Me New!!!
So the New Year is coming and I can’t wait! I’m so ready to jump off the cliff that has been this year and dive into the beginning of the wide open possibility of 2012. I have all the ideas and plans that will work for me…me…me. I’m usually not very selfish, but look out world that selfish workaholic is coming back with vengeance. She’s thirsty for blood and...
Dec 26th
“You don’t get to choose, you just fall.” - Unknown”
Dec 12th
Dec 12th
3 tags
Coming into the REAL
Sometimes you try to convince yourself that the best is yet to come…that this couldn’t possibly last forever. Then the gray shows up…and you feel like the only thing holding you back is YOU. What’s the difference? What’s the point? When you really want something…its just that, You really Want it! Life isn’t always fair though. Sometimes you put so much...
Dec 12th
November 2011
4 posts
2 tags
Nov 21st
“Courage is not the lack of fear but the ability to face it.”
–  Lt. John B. Putnam Jr.
Nov 8th
Nov 8th
4 tags
What's it like?
What does it mean to burn alive? What does it mean to freeze to death? ; to drown; to fall from 60 stories above; to get hit by a car… What does it mean to love? What does it mean to hate? ; to empathize; to degrade; to appreciate… FEAR Fear runs in both directions maybe not in your minds eye, but could it quite possibly run someone else? Why do we fear things in life?...
Nov 8th
October 2011
10 posts
2 tags
“Always desire to learn something useful”
– Sophocles
Oct 29th
Oct 29th
1 tag
Desire...
I love the days of heart wrenching greatness!!! I can’t wait for the days where I feel this way everyday! Accomplishing everything I want to accomplish. Making it all happen! I’m glad to be here, know where I’m going, and knowing where I’ve come from. I’m no longer in transition. I spent a year pining over what was to come, I spent a year dependent upon my ludicrous...
Oct 29th
1 tag
What's the Point?
Paint me a picture… Whose face do you see in the end of all this? There are things going on that are deep seated and etching there way into your life. Things that I have no knowledge of. Our eyes don’t meet anymore. I’m avoiding yours because when I ask questions I feel degraded for not honoring privacy that appears when the moon shows his face. You’re not looking for mine...
Oct 29th
“Those who have compared our life to a dream were right… we were sleeping...”
– Michel de Montaigne
Oct 14th
Oct 14th
Sleep that NEVER comes...
What can you do besides lay around and slip blissfully in and out of consciousness. As wonderful as that sounds to me…Good sleep can be hard to come by. I love it when its long and restful, but sometimes the dreams take over. When that happens taming the beast of body aches, moody thoughts, and succumbing to the drunkenness that is sleep becomes unbearable. In some ways I love being so...
Oct 14th
“The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected.”
– ~Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook
Oct 9th
Oct 9th
2 tags
Are you OK?
I will never be “OK” again… When the scream of your favorite aunt tells you that your first love is never going to be there ever again…”Are you OK?” is by far the worst question you”ll hear on a daily basis. Its like I discovered how much I hate that question when I tried to call my mom’s cell phone for months on end…knowing that I had...
Oct 9th
July 2009
3 posts
“I may not be there yet, but I’m closer than I was yesterday.”
– ~Unknown~ http://www.quotegarden.com/perseverance.html
Jul 5th
Jul 5th
Time Flies!!!
So I planned on writing yesterday, but things have no choice but to occupy my mind to find other things for me to be doing. Anyways…it’s been a year plus one day since we began our lovely journey. So much has happened these past few months. I am a college undergraduate and current graduate student working towards my masters degree in kinesiology. My and my H.C. are still loving each...
Jul 5th
May 2009
1 post
5 Days!!!
What do exclaimation marks mean…excitement, suspense, edgyness, somthing of that nature. I personally have never felt an exclaimation mark hurt some much…until now. I really feel out of my element here…Graduation is so close and my heart just feels overweight.
May 6th
April 2009
12 posts
“You see things; and you say, ‘Why?’ But I dream things that never...”
– George Bernard Shaw
Apr 18th
Apr 18th
Can you see???
What is it that you hear through my eyes? I’m telling you everytime I stare at you. It just takes forever for me to turn them off, because every second the show changes…it weakens me like my favorite show on TV. It bribes me to watch…to hear the different shades of sound coming in to my retinas (or what’s left of them). If there were a choice to be made, what would you do?...
Apr 18th
“Don’t be pushed by your problems. Be led by your dreams.”
– Anonymous
Apr 11th
Apr 11th
"TF"
One day I’m going to sit down and watch TV. I’m just going to watch whatever I want to watch “.” (period). With no interruptions and no random calls telling me that my car has been hit by a completely sober male who was speeding in the parking lot going 45 miles an hour. I mean its kind of hard to understand why you would need to go that fast when you could hit a person...
Apr 11th
“Thinking will not overcome fear, but action will.”
– ~ W. Clement Stone
Apr 4th
Apr 4th
All Straightened out...
Get out of the confusion of the world. Get into the presentless past. Look through the denseless stars and let its aura penetrate after the blast. Just a mental escape exercise that I had to share…maybe I just did it for myself though, to take a deep breath and *Sigh*. Today is the Final Four NCAA Tournament where I personally have not been able to watch any of the games, but I have been...
Apr 4th
“we can understand almost anything, but we can’t understand how we...”
– Albert Einstein
Apr 3rd
Apr 3rd
How much is there to understand???
I thought about this tomorrow…go to work have a long day, but not necessarily a bad one. Come home kiss my boo, have hot wings with mozzarella sticks (that I have kind of been craving all week), and maybe watch the new fast and the furious movie. Tomorrow seems kind of ambitious, but gosh it also seems so simplistic. On the other finger, I thought about this on the 32nd (or...
Apr 3rd
March 2009
6 posts
“For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips...”
– Judy Garland
Mar 31st
Mar 31st
Heartsick...
So I think my heart is sick. I recently have been trying to get all this graduation stuff together and finding a job that will actally respond. Geez its been kind of hectic on my heart. On the other hand, my internship has been really moving me in the right direction because I love everybody and everything about it. I still seem to feel like my heart is sick though. I’m nervous, I’m...
Mar 31st
“I am convinced that He (God) does not play dice.”
– Albert Einstein
Mar 10th
Mar 10th
My GOD
He’s got me in my soul. He’s known me from the time we met, before time. He’s up, above, and higher than thought, so of course he knows all that he’s got. He’s got me, in my soul. Have you ever felt things going around you and up through you? Have you noticed that you and the world keep going even if you plead for everything to be paused just for a sec? Wow good and...
Mar 10th
February 2009
6 posts
“Life’s greatest happiness is to be convinced we are loved.”
– Victor Hugo
Feb 14th
Feb 14th
What a Valentine...
So it’s that day that most people hate, some people love, and other’s just continue to get through every year. Most years I have a good time weather I have one or not because I feel you need to just love the day and everything in it. (good or bad) This year I have a very special valentine and I am excited, as I sit here at work, to find out what will happen in the later hours of...
Feb 14th
“You won’t realize the distance you’ve walked until you take a look...”
– Thinkexist.com
Feb 4th
Feb 4th