Sometimes you try to convince yourself that the best is yet to come…that this couldn’t possibly last forever. Then the gray shows up…and you feel like the only thing holding you back is YOU. What’s the difference? What’s the point? When you really want something…its just that, You really Want it! Life isn’t always fair though. Sometimes you put so much energy into it that you just can’t understand what was working or what was good or bad. The memories turn into all bad, and the good ones used to seem so GREAT! You don’t get everything in life that you want and sometimes you have to just let it all go to understand it. The little things in life are everything, and what you miss the most can’t be replicated in a fantasy universe. Its not the same.
Reality becomes so bright that you have to squint to see it and the passion behind it makes it all come true.